i am riverside.
Photo by Micah Tasaka at the top of Mt. Rubidoux in Riverside, CA.
This poem was first published in Inlandia: A Literary Journey, Volume VI, Spring 2016.
i am riverside
After Jayne Cortez’s “I am New York city”
i am riverside
take my brain of buses,
of gunshots, of siren screech
take my heart of foggy tap water
my hands are dying orange groves
my buildings are choking on smog
look at my coyotes, my homebums, my tumbleweeds
approach me, mountain lions
on my camp outs in Box Spring Mountain mineshafts
approach me, empty pizza box
at parasite infested river bottoms
i rub my fingers through the traffic at the 60 split
sting my palms on smashed beer bottle glass
i lick the slime from barred windows in the east side
i am riverside
here is my mouth of black sidewalk gum
here is my nose of train track hum
legs apartface between knees, faded
watch me vomit in alleyways
drunk piss behind a tree
i am riverside
look i sparkle heat steamed blacktops
and midnight bike rides to liquor stores
my shoes stomp petals of cigarette butts
my eyes bleed graffiti filled gutter walls
touch my guts of rotting Baker’s ketchup packets
smell my lungs hacking tar, sucking meth
hear my clanking Cobra 40’s and
no sleep, all night dreaming –
and under-freeway tunnels:
citizens
smoke crack with me.